These two words are equivalent to hope, in its purest form, and I can say that our God is indeed a God Who provides. Through the pain and the struggle of trusting Him to provide for my deficits, He has been faithful. I've doubted and my frustration has clearly shown in the way I approach my relationship with God. Because of the fear that He wouldn't provide, I tended to avoid Him at times, and it's been difficult to keep from filling with anger.
But the great thing about our God is that He keeps no record of wrongs. I was hurting, and cried out to Him, and He heard me. In the same respect, He never ceases to humble me. I came to Him on bended knee and He showed me love and peace. After a few days of constant prayer, God provided! My best friend's parents have asked to bless me with a little money each month to pay for the remainder of my school bill this semester. If not for the fact that God had completely humbled me just days before, I would have said no. But He set my pride aside and gave me exactly what I needed: not money, but faith.
I would like to praise God and thank my friend's family, who has always shown me more love than I deserved. I hope to be able to bless you someday as you have blessed me. Also, thank you to those who have been praying for me and who have been such great emotional support. I love you all!
JEHOVAH JIREH!
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